Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Classes

I've got 4 classes this semester:

Hebrew II - that is why I'm only in 4 and not 5...I'm jumping into this Hebrew II class after taking Hebrew I in Birmingham, which used a different book. It doesn't help that I didn't really apply myself in Hebrew I to begin with, but changing to a different book really screwed things up for me because I had about 150 words to either learn or relearn - in one week. I feel much lighter right now after taking the test to be able to officially enter the class. I know I didn't do great on it, but I'm positive that I at least passed it, which is all I needed. But anyway, now that I'm in the class I've still got a lot of work to get to where I need to be, so I dropped one of my classes so I could concentrate more on Hebrew.

Theology of Outreach - basically a missions class. We've already covered the biblical foundations in missions, and we will cover an array of other topics. Just to name a few: the sovereignty of God in missions, the destiny of the unevangelized, controversies in missions and church planting. There's lots of reading to do and a big paper to write, but I think it will be my favorite one.

Theology II - we're covering anthropology (study of man), hamartiology (the study of sin) and soteriology (the study of salvation). Again, a lot of reading for this one, but it should still be good.

Pastoral Leadership I - this class is by far the easiest and most laid back. It's just a one hour class and only requires one book to be read. It's taught by the pastor of the church I attend (and where our classes are held). He has a lot of good things to share so I'm excited about this one too.

Monday, January 18, 2010

John Calvin

I just began reading a book on John Calvin. It was one of the plethora of books written on Calvin during 2009, which marked his 500th birthday. This particular one was written by 20 different men, each covering a different topic. I wanted to share some of the quotes I found challenging in the foreword by Iain Murray.

Quoting Calvin, he says "true piety" is "a pure and true zeal which loves God altogether as Father, and reveres him truly as Lord, embraces his justice and dreads to offend him more than to die."

Again quoting Calvin, "We unjustly defraud God of his right, unless each of us lives and dies dependent on his sovereign pleasure."

"For Calvin, to accept compromise when Scripture has spoken is to affront the divine majesty of the Author."

Calvin: "When any person has fixed his eyes on God, his heart will be invincible, and utterly incapable of being moved."

"Our trifling concerns and our worldliness result from the poverty of our knowledge of God."

"Truth is only rightly believed to the extent that it is embodied in life."

Should be a both challenging and inspiring book if the rest of it is anything like the foreword! Let us "press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of [us]." I have so far to go, but the only reason I can take hope and continue to fight against sin and for holiness is because Jesus has first taken hold of me. It's not a fighting to be accepted, it's a fighting because I am accepted.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Be Still, My Soul

There are some hymns better than this, but not many:

Be still, my soul: the Lord is on thy side.
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain.
Leave to thy God to order and provide;
In every change, He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul: thy best, thy heavenly Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

Be still, my soul: thy God doth undertake
To guide the future, as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
Be still, my soul: the waves and winds still know
His voice Who ruled them while He dwelt below.

Be still, my soul: when dearest friends depart,
And all is darkened in the vale of tears,
Then shalt thou better know His love, His heart,
Who comes to soothe thy sorrow and thy fears.
Be still, my soul: thy Jesus can repay
From His own fullness all He takes away.

Be still, my soul: the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord.
When disappointment, grief and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love’s purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul: when change and tears are past
All safe and blessèd we shall meet at last.

Be still, my soul: begin the song of praise
On earth, believing, to Thy Lord on high;
Acknowledge Him in all thy words and ways,
So shall He view thee with a well pleased eye.
Be still, my soul: the Sun of life divine
Through passing clouds shall but more brightly shine.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

My Righteousness

Our sermon today was good. It was on Romans 3:19-20 which reads,

"Now we know that whatever the law says it speaks to those who are under the law, so that every mouth may be stopped, and the whole world may be held accountable to God. For by works of the law no human being will be justified in his sight, since through the law comes knowledge of sin."

Every mouth stopped. Why? Because when we stand before the Lord of the Universe in his matchless glory and perfection, we would never be able to come up with an excuse for our sin. When the standard is perfection, anything short of it is not good enough. "For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God." All. Everyone wants equality, well here we have it. All of us are equally imperfect. Some may say at this point, ok, then I'll start being good. I'll go to church. I'll give some money to the church every so often. Heck, I'll even read my kids a Bible story every so often...then he'll love and accept me, right?

"By works of the law no human being will be justified in his sight."

For me, it's thinking I have to have the perfect explanation of salvation. That's what keeps me worried. Somehow in my mind I begin thinking that my salvation is dependent on my articulating back to God perfectly all that Christ has done to save me and all that I am because of it. The only problem is I can't fathom all that Christ is and did and that is not what God requires for salvation anyway. What He requires is perfection. We must be rendered perfect before we ever make progress in being good (to paraphrase John Piper).

So what do we do? Keep reading in Romans 3:21-26 about the righteousness (or perfection) that God has provided for any and all who will trust Christ. It explains that God put forward Christ "as a propitiation by his blood, to be received by faith." In other words, God killed Jesus to satisfy his wrath against anyone who will embrace Christ as their only hope. "it was the will of the Lord to crush him;
he has put him to grief; (Isaiah 53:10).

So when we come to grips with our sinful state before a Holy God...let, the apostle John tell us: "if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. He is the propitiation ("Propitiation is the removal of the wrath of God against sinners by the death of Jesus" - John Piper) for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world." We must see ourselves as we really are - hopelessly lost under the wrath of God unless He does something about it (since we certainly can't do anything about it) before it will ever be good news that Christ is our Advocate in Heaven. If He, the perfect and righteous one is our attorney and he shows the Father the wounds through which his blood poured out to pay for our sin, then we need not fear. You see if Christ is our substitute and He perfectly fulfilled the law in our place and suffered and died to pay for our sin, then God no longer requires anything of us in order to be saved. Listen to John Bunyan:

"One day as I was passing into the field, this sentence fell upon my soul: ‘Thy righteousness is in heaven.’ And with the eyes of my soul I saw Jesus at the Father’s right hand. ‘There,’ I said, ‘is my righteousness!’ So that wherever I was or whatever I was doing, God could not say to me, ‘Where is your righteousness?’ For it is always right before him.

I saw that it is not my good frame of heart that made my righteousness better, nor yet my bad frame that made my righteousness worse, for my righteousness IS Christ. Now my chains fell off indeed. My temptations fled away, and I lived sweetly at peace with God.

Now I could look from myself to him and could reckon that all my character was like the coins a rich man carries in his pocket when all his gold is safe in a trunk at home. Oh I saw that my gold was indeed in a trunk at home, in Christ my Lord. Now Christ was all: my righteousness, sanctification, redemption. (Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners)" (I took that quote from http://thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/thabitianyabwile/2010/01/07/1102/).

So God does not require of me ANYTHING. No perfect explanations, no good works, no resolutions. He has all that is necessary sitting by His Right Hand, my Righteousness and Propitiation, Jesus Christ. Embrace Him for yourself, whether for the first time or the hundred millionth time. He promises "whoever believes in [Jesus] will not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:16). If you are thirsty for perfection, forgiveness, for God, then "let the one who is thirsty come; let the one who desires take the water of life without price" (Revelation 22:17). Drink of all that Christ is for you.

I especially need to hear that message and to preach it to myself moment by moment. I would always appreciate your prayers that I would indeed live in this glorious truth. I pray you will as well. For me, it is a battle each day to do so. That's what sanctification is - a battle for holiness, and a battle for resting in who we are because of who Jesus is and what He has done for us. He is our only hope. "You will know the truth and the truth will set you free" (John 8:32).